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Jan. 5, 2026

Why You Should Take it Easy In January (2026)

The idea of taking a step back might seem counterproductive. But embracing a period of rest and reflection in January could be the strategic move needed to fuel your creativity, prevent burnout, and enhance overall productivity. By allowing your nervous system the time and care to regulate, you can set the stage for a more focused and successful year, grow new ideas, and maintain mental health. In a world that often equates perfect with excellence, it's easy to overlook how such mindsets can ob...
Why You Should Take it Easy In January (2026)
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Why You Should Take it Easy In January (2026)
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Dec. 30, 2025

Sincerity vs Perfectionism

In a world that often equates perfect with excellence, it's easy to overlook how such mindsets can obscure the true essence of creativity: sincerity. This episode delves into the emotional complexity behind how many of us inadvertently sacrifice the genuine sincerity that breathes life into our life in an attempt to abandon perfectionist habits. Read the full blog post (with academic references): https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/blog/sincerity-vs-perfectionism Explore coaching + courses f...
Sincerity vs Perfectionism
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Sincerity vs Perfectionism
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Dec. 16, 2025

From Busyness to Sustainability w/ Sæunn Thorsteinsdóttir

Sæunn happens to be one of the most respected cellists in the world, performing with orchestras like the Los Angeles Philharmonic, BBC Symphony, and Iceland Symphony, and in venues like Carnegie Hall, Barbican, and Suntory Hall, to name just a few accolades. She’s basically one of the best out there, for those who find language like that easier to understand. But what makes Sæunn stand out beyond her accolades are the challenges she throws at accepted narratives both in the classical music wo...
From Busyness to Sustainability w/ Sæunn Thorsteinsdóttir
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From Busyness to Sustainability w/ Sæunn Thorsteinsdóttir
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Dec. 9, 2025

Signal vs Noise: Music Production Turned Psychological Literacy

In a world overwhelmed by information, the concept of "signal-to-noise ratio" as used in music production can be a powerful life philosophy in our everyday lives. Clarifying what truly matters amidst the distractions can steer us from reactive chaos to intentional harmony. Read the full blog post (with academic references): https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/blog/signal-to-noise Explore coaching + courses for independent artists: holisticmusicianacademy.com ––– Work with me: → C.I.A.R. se...
Signal vs Noise: Music Production Turned Psychological Literacy
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Signal vs Noise: Music Production Turned Psychological Literacy
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Nov. 11, 2025

On the Mat Forever w/ Ryan Hurst

Ryan Hurst returns to Tapasya Loading on the launch of his much-awaited book On The Mat Forever (OTMF), with a conversation that leaves as powerful and deep an imprint as our first 3 years ago. Ryan holds four black belts, and spent twenty-eight years in Japan immersed deep in the study of martial arts and its philosophy. (He is also a pretty serious guitar player, even if mostly a quiet one.) The fact that most people have no idea about any of this is a clue towards the brand of humili...
On the Mat Forever w/ Ryan Hurst
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On the Mat Forever w/ Ryan Hurst
135
Oct. 28, 2025

Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)

You play the gig. You get the praise. Then silence. You send the pitch. No reply. Then—out of nowhere—a playlist bite. Enough to keep you hooked. Not enough to feel whole. This episode is about a subtle but powerful loop most artists find themselves in without even realizing it: **Intermittent reinforcement**—a reward system rooted in the nervous system, mirrored in the music industry, and normalized in relationships, rehearsal rooms, and even digital platforms. In this solo episode, I ex...
Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)
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Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)
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Oct. 21, 2025

Artists and Trauma-Bonding

Art often emerges as a vital sanctuary for those navigating life's deepest fractures, offering a sense of connection and safety. Yet, this very refuge can unwittingly evolve into a subtle trap, where unprocessed wounds forge unbreakable ties that blur the line. As artists chase authenticity and belonging, they may find themselves ensnared in cycles of pain and relief that hinder true growth and joy. Unprocessed trauma can distort the mind into mistaking familiar feelings (even if painful) for...
Artists and Trauma-Bonding
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Artists and Trauma-Bonding
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Oct. 14, 2025

The Toll of Hustle Culture on Artists

In the fast-paced world of independent artistry, the concept of "hustle" has evolved from a symbol of self-reliance to a relentless pressure to produce and promote without pause. This episode delves into the historical roots and modern implications of hustle culture, revealing how it has shifted from a tool for liberation to a potential trap that can erode an artist's inner life and creative joy. Free Training: artistmindmap.com Read the blog post. Join the first cohort of my Artist ...
The Toll of Hustle Culture on Artists
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The Toll of Hustle Culture on Artists
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Oct. 7, 2025

Otherness, Art, and the The Myth of the ‘Professional Musician’ w/ Soumik Datta

Composer, sarodist, and cultural shapeshifter Soumik Datta joins T.L. Mazumdar for a conversation that goes far beyond the usual talk of craft and career. Born in Mumbai and raised in London, Soumik grew up between cultures, mentored by Pandit Buddhadev Das Gupta in Kolkata and later trained in composition at Trinity Laban. Today, he stands as one of the rare contemporary artists bridging heritage and innovation with equal devotion. His work spans collaborations with Beyoncé, Anoushka Shan...
Otherness, Art, and the The Myth of the ‘Professional Musician’ w/ Soumik Datta
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Otherness, Art, and the The Myth of the ‘Professional Musician’ w/ Soumik Datta
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Oct. 1, 2025

How to Find a Music Mentor (Without Falling for the Hype)

A real mentor isn’t someone polishing your next single for the algorithm. They’re a guide who holds space for your whole journey—creative, human, and messy. In a world crowded with 'coaches' promising shortcuts, the difference lies in lived craft and soul. Real mentorship goes deeper than strategy. This piece unpacks the myths and points to what matters: a mentor who’s both a practicing artist and a trusted guide, who understands that evolution is about becoming—not just producing. Free Trai...
How to Find a Music Mentor (Without Falling for the Hype)
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How to Find a Music Mentor (Without Falling for the Hype)
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Sept. 23, 2025

Between Tradition and Reinvention w/ Harini Iyer

What happens when social expectations collide with artistic vision? In this episode, vocalist, producer, and founder of Tamil Jazz Collective, Harini Iyer shares her journey of carving out a path beyond conventional definitions of success. With a diverse background including engineering and business analysis, and a Grammy nomination as part of a Berklee ensemble, Harini’s story bridges the worlds of structure and improvisation. From navigating the pressures of tradition, playing the quintessenti...
Guest: Harini Iyer
Between Tradition and Reinvention w/ Harini Iyer
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Between Tradition and Reinvention w/ Harini Iyer
129
Sept. 16, 2025

The Multi-hyphenate artist: Problem or Solution?

In today's creative landscape, the multi-hyphenate identity—where artists juggle roles like musician-producer-coach—has become a badge of survival, but it often masks deeper struggles in an unforgiving economy. While diversification promises adaptability, it can lead to fragmentation, diluting the very passion that fuels artistic pursuits. Experts warn of the invisible tradeoffs, where spreading too thin risks sacrificing true mastery for mere breadth. Yet, beneath this hustle lies a path to gen...
The Multi-hyphenate artist: Problem or Solution?
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The Multi-hyphenate artist: Problem or Solution?
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Sept. 9, 2025

Artists vs Entrepreneurs

In an era where artists are subtly coerced into the roles of content creators and market disruptors, the core essence of artistry risks being overshadowed by entrepreneurial ambitions. Modern creative culture often blurs the lines between genuine self-expression and commodified authenticity, leading artists toward the tempting yet restrictive path of scale, predictability, and market demand. Read on to understand how to strike a balance between financial sustainability and creative integrity. J...
Artists vs Entrepreneurs
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Artists vs Entrepreneurs
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Sept. 2, 2025

The Myth of the Music Career

While the myth of sudden discovery and rapid success still tempts many artists, the reality is a system surprisingly young. And yet, one that continues to dominate artists' perceptions of success. The fascinating history of music as sacred ritual o the other hand, once a source of healing across cultures, has been transformed into a mass-produced entity under modern industry pressures. Free Training: artistmindmap.com Courses: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/courses Co...
The Myth of the Music Career
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The Myth of the Music Career
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Aug. 26, 2025

Redefining Rockstar w/ Graham Cochrane

(Rec. 5th March 2025) Some revolutions begin in the mind of someone who never set out to be the loudest in the room. Graham Cochrane’s story is a reminder that the word “rockstar” doesn’t always mean what we were taught it does. When his bandmates in school abandoned the dream for law firms and investment banking, he chose the harder road, ignoring his counselor's insistence on focusing on that 'real job' in college applications. The result? A near-miss record deal in Nashville, the wei...
Redefining Rockstar w/ Graham Cochrane
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Redefining Rockstar w/ Graham Cochrane
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Aug. 19, 2025

Artists and Money

In a society that often measures success by the weight of its wallets, the true essence of wealth remains elusive. Artistry, frequently labeled as an unprofitable pursuit, challenges this superficial narrative by revealing deeper emotional coordinates like fulfillment and alignment-the wealth we we truly seek. While mainstream paths chase metrics, artists question "What would I still do if no one paid me?". Read the Blog post: Blog Post Free Artist-Training: https://holisticmusici...
Artists and Money
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Artists and Money
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Aug. 12, 2025

Artist identity: Hero or Victim?

Understand the critical role that identity plays in an artist's journey and why it should be the foundation of your creative process. This episode explores the pitfalls of neglecting your true self in pursuit of external validation, illustrating how artists often fall into traps like chasing viral fame or conforming to industry expectations. Learn how to navigate the delicate balance between hero and a victim narratives, and find practical steps to re-anchor your identity, ensuring your art rema...
Artist identity: Hero or Victim?
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Artist identity: Hero or Victim?
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Aug. 5, 2025

What is Emotional Processing?

Read the Blog post: https://www.holisticmusicianacademy.com/blog/what-is-emotional-processing Free Artist-Training: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/artist-mindmap Courses: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/courses Coaching: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/coaching Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com
What is Emotional Processing?
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What is Emotional Processing?
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April 1, 2025

Strings Attached: Love and Music—Sustaining Both w/ Kiran Ahluwalia & Rez Abbasi

What does it take to sustain both a marriage and a creative partnership—without one overshadowing the other? In this long-awaited conversation, we sit down with Kiran Ahluwalia & Rez Abbasi, a powerhouse couple who have built extraordinary solo careers while seamlessly collaborating as partners in both life and music. From navigating creative differences to maintaining individuality within a shared artistic vision, Kiran and Rez open up about the complexities of working side by side in an ind...
Strings Attached: Love and Music—Sustaining Both w/ Kiran Ahluwalia & Rez Abbasi
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Strings Attached: Love and Music—Sustaining Both w/ Kiran Ahluwalia & Rez Abbasi
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Jan. 14, 2025

What Are Limiting Beliefs (And How Do They Affect Artists)?

Read the blog post: https://www.holisticmusicianacademy.com/blog/limiting-beliefs Free Workshop: http://www.artistmindmap.com/ My self-paced artist-development course: https://www.holisticpianoacademy.com/ciar Waiting list for my artist mastermind & group coaching: https://www.holisticmusicianacademy.com/communitywaitinglist
What Are Limiting Beliefs (And How Do They Affect Artists)?
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What Are Limiting Beliefs (And How Do They Affect Artists)?
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Jan. 8, 2025

What is Social Circle Auditing? And How It Can Help You Overcome Artist Burnout

Read the blog post: https://www.holisticmusicianacademy.com/blog/social-auditing Free Workshop at: http://www.artistmindmap.com/ My self-paced artist-development course: https://www.holisticpianoacademy.com/ciar Waiting list for my artist mastermind & group coaching: https://www.holisticmusicianacademy.com/communitywaitinglist
What is Social Circle Auditing? And How It Can Help You Overcome Artist Burnout
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What is Social Circle Auditing? And How It Can Help You Overcome Artist Burnout